Journal of Submission

Apr 1st 2000 Work with Mistress Tara in Her office. Punishment for wearing dirty panties, no petticoat allowed.

Apr 15th 2000 No panties allowed, cleaned bathroom and room one.

Apr 22nd 2000 Work in Mistress Tara's office, cleaning and doing laundry. My corset was way too tight. My left leg was asleep with pains shooting through it. i was not allowed to loosen it. i got a small caning for it being too tight.

May 1st 2000 Begin work on the stage. Its very slow going due to sessions. 

May 6th 2000 Arrive at the Den to build most of the stage. At the end of the day, the basic frame is started. The plywood must be returned, it's too thin.

May 7th 2000 The 3/4 inch plywood arrived and i put it down on the stage as flooring. Its really hot, but it all works out.

May 8th 2000 stage done - small amount of play with Mistress Porsche Lynn. She had to go to a session. 

May 13th 2000 Build steps for the stage.

May 20th 2000 Paint the stage.

May 27th 2000 Built a mount for the hoist in Room Three, screwed down the cage hoist in Room One. was in 2 photo shoots and ran errands for Misa.

the hoist in room one was tested on me. i was hoisted first so my toes just touch and then all the way - THIS HURT LIKE HELL. i wasn't breathing in a thoughtful way, i was way to excited. i was really hyperventilating. Mistress Tara was very kind and could see that i was having trouble. 

i was caned by all the Mistresses and punished for looking at Anna's breasts - very humiliating. i was then told to kneel on all 4's and be gagged. i was trained to look away ladies breasts came into sight. The gag was for apologizing twice. Again very humiliating.