Journal of Submission

Aug 12th 2000 Clean out the other side at the dungeon. 30 min of harness training.

Aug 14th 2000 Finish cleaning out the other side, mopped the floors and began moving stuff in. 30 min of harness training.

Aug 16th 2000 30 min of harness training. Felt great!

Aug 19th 2000 Major problems at work. Called Mistress Tara at lunch, no answer, try again later. Body Cleansing Ritual today, feel really clean in spite of the difficult day at work. Got the dungeon late and worshiped Mistress Tara's ass while She finished getting ready. i get ready for the party and head out with my uniform packed. At the party i change and feel like I'm on exhibition. At the end of the party i go out to the car still in uniform, its 2 AM in NYC but still pretty exciting. No play, i'm being punished for the problems at work.

Aug 20th 2000 30 min harness training

Aug 21st 2000 30 min harness training and 4.5 hrs work moving furniture and stuff in the dungeon.

Aug 23rd 2000 30 min harness training.

Aug 24th 2000 Celebrating Mistress Tara's Birthday! Mistress Tara had to cancel, something was going on. Too Bad! Went to the Dungeon to clean. Mistress Tara paid me a great complement!, She said "you are welcome here anytime". Appx 6 hrs of harness time, feels good, pretty loose.

Aug 28th 2000 Stopped by the dungeon to pick up my uniform for cleaning. Mistress Tara bought the contents of a hospital! Worked with Mistress Tara until 8PM and had to go. 30 min of harness training - it's getting pretty loose.

Aug 29th 2000 This was suppose to be a play night - postponed until Thursday. Worked with Mistress Tara on final clean out of the hospital. Had a great dinner with Mistress Tara at the Aqua Grill on Spring Street. It was pretty expensive. We talked a lot. 

Key points:

my boundary issue - i have definatly violated Her boundaries and probably offered too much past mine. Got to work on that.

The over night stuff - i'm so bad at reading minds. Mistress Tara's offers of me staying overnight were to continue the flow of events.

Aug 30th 2000 Body Cleansing Day! Always a good day. i feel really good on these days. my plug is pretty loose.

Mistress Tara looked amazing. She had on a beautiful blue slip and blue velvet heels and that hair - She really looked great. She looked absolutely beautiful!

Service at Mistress Tara's home! i cleaned windows, served food, gave foot worship began training to walk like a woman. i was caned a little, it really didn't hurt much. 

During the play part, Mistress Tara inserted Her hand above her knuckles. It felt really good. There was a combination of pleasure and pain. The pain was pretty minimal. The progress was very good - i'm told.

Mistress Tara said "you were good tonight"

New role - secretary.