Journal of Submission

Feb 3rd 2001 work really hard in the dungeon to get ready for the cross dressing room work. i feel really good - really clear headed.

Feb 10th 2001 hard work in the dungeon. My feelings for Mistress Tara have become far deeper. i feel far less burdened with crap. Didn't see Mistress Tara tonight, really wanted to.

Feb 12th 2001 More work in the dungeon. i'm beginning to understand the difference between being friends and submission in the context of S/M.

Feb 17th 2001 start putting the wheel together. worked all day

Feb 19th 2001 More work on the wheel. Very hard work tonight.

Feb 24th 2001 Hope to see Mistress Tara tonight so we can talk a bit. Lots of work in the dungeon. Almost finished with the wheel. Nice talk with Mistress Tara.

Feb 26th 2001 Finished painting doors. Had a small amount of play with Mistress Mai Ling and Mistress Adriana. i was caned and nipple clamps were used. It hurt im not used to it. i really don't get much play any more. Missed Mistress Tara, pity.