Journal of Submission

Feb 5^th 2002    after yet another evening of work around the dungeon.  I was granted playtime with Mistress Seven.

I was instructed to get dressed as the secretary and report to the Interrogation Room for play. Kneeling in the center of the Interrogation Room, I awaited my fate.  After just a few minutes the door opened and Mistress Seven came in with Mistress Mariah.  

I was told to stand and present myself for inspection.  During the inspection, Mistress unbuttoned various parts of my clothing, pulled each unbuttoned piece off and threw it to the floor.  Gone were my white silk blouse, my black rayon skirt and corset.  What remained were my black garter belt, black stockings, black bra with breast forms and boots, my wonderful boots.  I could still feel the cool black leather caress my calves.  I could still feel the arch that led up the three inch heel.  Everyone had complemented me on my boots and I love them.

Mistress Seven informs me that I just barley inspection and She will not need to have a ‘talk’ with Mistress Tara, ‘this time’.

I am told to approach the cross and present my ass for a sever beating.  At that point Mistress Seven began to warm my up with the flogger pretty lightly.  There were times when I heard the flogger go by with a whoosh.  There were other times that I felt the flogger hit firmly.  As the moments wore on, the light beating became a thing of the past. 

The blows with the flogger became harder and harder.  The blows landed on my ass and on my shoulders.  Each blow with the flogger was more firm and direct than the previous one.

All of the sudden the beating stopped.

As I caught my breath, I felt one of Mistress Seven move close to me in a very tight caress of my entire body. 

Mistress Seven then began to sensuously tickle the crack of my butt with Her beautiful long finger nails.  She lightly and sweetly tickled the crack.  I shuttered all over.

Then a very tight pinch on each of my nipples.  It was that sensuous pain that feels so incredible. 

Moving away from my body, Mistress Seven picked up the flogger and resumed the beating.

As the beating got harder and harder, Mistress Seven would stop and briefly tickle by butt or back pushing my endorphins again time and time again.

As the endorphins poured out I went higher and higher into subspace.  Feeling every bit of the beating but not really feeling the pain.

Finally the beating subsided and Mistress Seven told me I was a good slave and ordered me to clean up the room.

Upon leaving Mistress Seven said – ‘if you don’t continue to be good, I will come in with a strap on and have my way with you’.   Do you understand 1407?

I nodded yes and continued to clean the room.

Feb 28^th 2002              after working on the phone system for most of the evening I was given some playtime with Mistress Emily.  i was told to go into the big dungeon, remove my clothes and wait. 

i entered the big dungeon, removed my clothes piled the neatly and knelt in the light.  i was kneeling with my hands open, my knees and ankles apart wearing just my collar..

Mistress Emily was in a playful mood and wanted to try some new Japanese rope bondage work that she had recently read about. 

As Mistress Emily entered the room she circled me inspecting and testing my submission.  She wanted to be sure that my eyes stayed on the floor, not becoming familiar at all. 

Mistress Emily was satisfied, and said "OPEN your mouth 1407".  Opening my mouth, i felt a bit gag go in and get pulled back tight.

With my eyes still looking at the floor, i noticed that the light dimmed as a blindfold was placed tightly over my eyes.

Apparently Mistress Emily had brought a very long and rope with Her.  Keeping my eyes on the floor i felt the rope drape around me.  i felt the rope bind as it was pulled around me into intricate knots.  With each knot the harness got tighter and tighter until my breathing was somewhat restricted. 

All of the sudden i felt a tight tug as the entire rope harness was pulled very tight - restricting my breathing a lot more.  After my that i found, almost as suddenly i found my hands secured behind my back. 

The knots dug into my skin and the harness was tight.  Not being able to see anything at all, i was a little scared.  i knew Mistress Emily was a very talented Mistress.  i also knew that Mistress Emily could be very firm when She wanted to be. 

Trying to Stand up straight, i felt the ropes tug tight and remind me that i am a simple slave.

i was walked around and around in circles until i had no idea where i was- this in a room that was so familiar to me.

Standing some where in the room (i have no idea where) i was told to stand still. 

Suddenly the flogging started.  Mistress Emily started by warming me up lightly.  One hit after another all over my back.  Sometimes in the open spaces between the ropes, sometimes on top of the ropes.  The hits on top of the ropes  made the harness dig in deeper. 

As the hits became hard and hard i flinched more and more.  Every time i flinched i the rope harness got tighter and tighter.

As the flogging continued, i entered 'the zone'.   The zone is where i get the high from S/M.

The flogging subsided and Mistress Emily started walking me around again.  i had no idea where i was in the room. 

Mistress Emily held my arm and said 'step up', the 'one more'.  i was on the stage.  i was walked over to the suspension.  Wrist cuffs were applied and i was attached to the suspension bar.

The suspension bar was cranked so that i my arms were over my head and i could just barley stick my ass out for the continued beating.

The Japanese rope bondage was removed so that the maximum effect of the beating could be attained. 

The beating continued as i went higher and higher into the zone.

Sometime the beating would pause and i felt finger nails dig deep into my skin.  During other pauses, i felt wax being dripped onto my back.

The wax felt hot in a strange way on the areas where i was beaten most severely.

But the beating always resumed taking me higher and higher into the zone.

After awhile the beating paused and i heard the suspension clicking and the pressure being let off my arms.

All of my bounds were removed and i thanked Mistress Emily for the beating.

i feel great!!!

i cleaned up the room and was allowed to go home.