Journal of Submission

July 24th 1999 First visit - just a corset and stockings. i worked for Mistress Anna cleaning the bathroom and room 3. i was really nervous. i was really nervous when i got in the car let alone when i arrived at the Den.

After the bathroom was clean, i was told to sit quietly on the floor. While i was sitting, Mistress Tara came over to review my progress. Mistress Anna and Mistress Tara agreed that my work was barley acceptable and that the big problem was that i get a bit flustered.

i was beaten on my butt with a long wooden spoon. This is the first time i was beaten on my butt with the big spoon. The pain seemed unbelievable at the time, but looking back on it, it was really pretty light.  

i now know that i was letting my emotions get involved and not simply taking the pain.

i asked if i could please come back. Mistress Tara's reply was 'Yes but, only if you are good'.

July 26th 1999 Second Visit. i was dressed in my corset, heels and panties - cleaning and some play with Mistress Anna.

Aug 21st 1999 Third visit full uniform cleaning and some play.

Aug 24th 1999 Forth visit full uniform. Served Mistress Mae Ling. She said i performed well. First i cut the legs off the bondage table. The cleaned room one.

Aug 26th 1999 Sent 12 roses to Mistress Tara for Her birthday.

Sept 20th 1999Going to work again. First Mistress Tara had me cut part of a bondage chair off and then free up some screws on an old dentist's chair.

Then i painted. i got into my uniform and was inspected. i was given pointers on dressing and posture and an offer to go shopping on Monday.

i then spent some time cleaning the floor.

i was then used as a bondage model for training a new Mistress in the art of Japanese Rope Bondage. During the bondage model session, the new Mistress was taught two different rope/knot configurations. The first rope/knot configuration used rope going around my waist and through my crotch. In the second, the rope was tightly looped around my testicles and then tied off in a knot at the base of my penis. Mistress Tara demonstrated how to inflict sever pain while bound in this way. Mistress Tara began to flick my testicles with Her fingers until She found a nerve. Mistress Tara then said calmly, "Oh there it is". Hitting the nerve sent me through the ceiling. it REALLY hurt.

Sept 25th 1999 Off to the dungeon again. Arrived at 4PM, waited for Mistress Tara and went shopping. i purchased a petticoat, fishnet stocking and a girdle. Then did extensive work cleaning the paint from the floor. Mistress Tara told me, "this work will be a test of your submission to ME". Played with Mistress Anna and Mistress Molly afterward.