Journal of Submission

Oct 9th 1999 To work again. It was a fairly bumpy night. 

Oct ?th 1999 Mistress Anna had me clean spackle from a column and from the black wall in room 3. It wasn't going well at all; i was taking the finish off. Mistress Molly and i talked for a long time. The tear in my uniform got much worse, it has to be replaced.

Nov 13th 1999 This visit revolved around my punishment for the previous session. i was naked with a gag the entire session. This is clearly for my talking too much, plus punishment for the key fiasco. i cleaned room #3 and the room #1 and then the Mistresses Lounge and was generally ignored for the majority of the evening. i spent a lot of time in the Mistresses Lounge and was freezing by the time Mistress Tara wanted to discuss reality. The reality is that the only value i bring to Mistress Tara is based on how useful i am to Her. Mistress Tara gave me a spanking with a wooden spoon and then inserted Her finger inside me. The spanking was somewhat painful, however it was so expertly done, the pain was equally distributed. Mistress Tara's finger inside me was very sensual and exciting. Over all i learned to keep my mouth shut and focus on my work. As well, i learned that, for good behavior i may be rewarded.

Nov 20th 1999 Had to cancel for the evening - work is out of control. i had major problems, worked till 4:30 AM and back in at 10 AM. 

Dec 1st 1999 No time this week. i want to go to the Den of Inequity - just no time.

Dec 6th 1999 This week looks bad too.

Dec 11th 1999 This week looks better for a domestic service session at the Den.

Dec 13th 1999 4:32 PM my pager goes off. "PLS CALL THE DEN @ 229-2149". It was Mistress Margaret inquiring about my availability. i told Her my plans were for domestic service on Saturday evening. Hopefully i'll be allowed to wear my new uniform - but that's not up to me.

Dec 18th 1999 Domestic Service Appointment. Cleaned bathroom, hallway floor, removed paint from hallway floor. Also nailed a cord to the wall and painted it. Had a long discussion with Mistress Tara and Mistress Margaret about removing and replacing a wall. i need to come up with a plan. Gave Mistress Tara Her Christmas present, some chocolates purchased at Nordstrom's. Also got a very nice spanking from Mistress Gia. The spanking offered me sensual pain.