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Dear Mistress Tara

Before tomorrow night i had hoped that i could make the following statement to You:

In general, i don’t make New Years resolutions, but i do make action items.  i have three that may be of interest to you for the year 2001.

Face my fears head on.

Fix my home life situation.

Embrace my cross dressing to a far greater extent.

i don’t ask much from You, however at this point i do ask You for a chance.  A chance to continue on as Your slave and grow in the direction that You have sketched out.

i fully understand that there are consequences for any and all of my actions.  i will face any and all consequences that come my way straight up.  As well, i understand that my only value to You is the usefulness that i bring to You.

If i am given this chance, i will of course, continue to work for You with high quality as well as actively take care of myself so that i can avoid issues like the current one.

If given this chance, i give You my word and my personal commitment that i will do my very best for You, for Your personal interests, Your personal information and Your personal security in all circumstances.  Additionally, anything that affects You is first and foremost in my mind, as well as, what ever additional requirements You deem necessary.

i know that, if given this chance, i can meet and possibly exceed Your expectations.

From this point forward, You will see the real me (in a humble way).  Humbly, i will not hide anything from You.  i will continue to be very respectful of You.  i will do everything possible to live up to the responsibilities that You are requiring from me.

i will proactively tell You when things go wrong, when i make mistakes and when i am unsure of myself.  i will also tell You when i need help.

i say this, in hopes that i may continue to serve You, The Lady i care for so deeply.

It is rare in life, that things become as clear as they are to me now.

That said, if i am not allowed to continue, i will do what ever You request with few regrets and no reservations.

If i am not allowed to continue, i do want You to know that it will hurt like hell and i will miss You for a long time.

i have learned a great deal from You.  Given this chance, i am sure that i will continue to learn and evolve in very positive directions.

i learned the hard way that “never” is a very long time, however i feel comfortable saying that “i will never forget You Mistress Tara”.

i am scared and will live with what ever You decide.

In closing, i love You Mistress Tara

Your slave,

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